Actually , it doesn't matter for you
whether you can read it or not
perhaps you cant read ,
can reduce your unhappiness and worry
It is not that I don't want to tell you honestly
or whatever reasons
I think : It passed ~
and I don't want to mention about it any more
SO , I would like to find a place to bury it =)
as long as I do not keep it in my heart
and
wait for one day and explode
May be you think that I have changed
HONESTLY
I also think that I have changed
Sometimes, I will feel I lost my ability
TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU ALL
I do not know how am I suppose to tell you
I know you care about me very much
AND
I'm letting you to worry so much
HEY , LOOK !
I am okay ... (SERIOUSLY)
As you said : IT TAKES TIME
Therefore , just let the time bring it away ...
BUT something I don't want to let go
I'm sure you know what I mean
=)
SO,
IT'S DOESN'T MATTER
IT IS NOT IMPORTANT ANY MORE
AND
I CARE OTHER THINGS MORE THAN THIS