Actually , it doesn't matter for you 
whether you can read it or not 
perhaps you cant read , 
can reduce your unhappiness and worry
It is not that I don't want to tell you honestly 
or whatever reasons 
I think : It passed ~
and I don't want to mention about it any more 
SO , I would like to find a place to bury it =)
as long as I do not keep it in my heart 
and 
wait for one day and explode 
May be you think that I have changed 
HONESTLY 
I also think that I have changed 
Sometimes, I will feel I lost my ability 
TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU ALL
I do not know how am I suppose to tell you 
I know you care about me very much 
AND 
I'm letting you to worry so much 
HEY , LOOK !
I am okay ... (SERIOUSLY)
As you said : IT TAKES TIME 
Therefore , just let the time bring it away ...
BUT something I don't want to let go 
I'm sure you know what I mean
=)
SO, 
IT'S DOESN'T MATTER
IT IS NOT IMPORTANT ANY MORE
AND 
I CARE OTHER THINGS MORE THAN THIS