I can taketherain ontheroof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now andthen and just let 'em out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But that's notwhatgets me Whathurtsthemost Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing Whatcould have been And not seeing that loving you IswhatI was trying to do It's hard to deal withthepain of losing you everywhere I go But I'm doin' It It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away allthewords that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken Whathurtsthemost Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing Whatcould have been And not seeing that loving you IswhatI was tryin' to do