31/12/2009

last day of the year~

TO ALL * HAPPY NEW YEAR

Gathering

I'm so happy to c u all again!!!

Hey~where's weng hong's pic??

回憶の影星蝦耗褲

回憶起F5的日子可說是最難忘的吧~JIMMY 的誕生~ 成立了我們一家人 #影星蝦耗褲# ~現在終于發現他像是聯系我們的友誼的一個橋梁呢~可是他會不會就此消失得無影無蹤呢?他何時出現的呢?忘了~不過第一篇是我寫的 (26/2/2009) ~哈哈~蝦~還記得我倆一起完成的兩封信嗎? 還有我們一起出去玩~第一次一起唱K · 溜冰~還有榴蓮湯和榴蓮啊~ ×嘔死人× 哈哈·~再也沒人洗頭了嘢~還有...人家第一次那么積極的去運動會~雖然沒有留很久可是對我是另一個回憶~雖然中場有點恐怖但是算開心了~還有...饑餓30~PILLOW TALK還沒有啊~還有LOCKING~還有好多~好多~ 『還記得我們的約定嗎?』 我說了那么多~有犯規嗎??

JIMMY 仔

* MEMORIES *

EVERYTHING WILL BE MEMORIES SOON~

RELATIONSHIP

since when ??
our relationship become so weird


since when ??
i have discovered this


since when ??
i realized that we not that close anymore


since when ??
we have least topics and more problems


since when ??
we have changed so much


DO YOU REALIZE ALL THIS ??


DO YOU STILL RMB ME ??


DO YOU STILL RMB WE R FRENZ ??


DO YOU STILL RMB OUR PRECIOUS TIME ??

好久没有更新了
最近都在準備考試
考試眨眼間將完成了
那么就得努力也
只是為了這將近一的月的考驗
考試完成后并沒有畫上句點
這才是另一個人生挑戰的開始
許多沒有嘗試過的體驗將接踵而來
習慣已久的作風將必須逐漸消失
猶豫不決的性格將成為其中一塊絆腳石

我真的與以前不同了嗎
從何時開始改變了
‘你不像我以前認識的’
‘以前的你不是這樣的’
以前的我是怎樣的
現在的我又變成怎樣
我答不了你們
所以你們可以重新接受改變了的我嗎
委屈你們了
愿意包容我那么久
無論如何你們依然是我認識的你們
那些一起的快樂時光與記憶我不會忘記
無論是過客抑或是朋友
我會收藏的很好

你說過的話我將銘記于心中
可是做到與否將是個未知數
謝謝你幫助了我
雖然還不知道要怎么做
不過我會盡力的


大家一起加油吧!

Holidays

wahaha...holidays started...
19/9/09
5SP1 had a farewell party
not much of our classmates joined
but most of us AND SO HAPPY
my family all attended tat day
影星蝦耗褲...hahaha....
duno y i felt v changed much
especially my baba...haha...
erm...and dow dow...
be anyone or change to be anyone as u like
BUT u will be my dow dow 4ever...ok?

一個人

你總是一個人
倔強的扛下一切
我知道
你做這些
是為了顧全大局
你的沉默
你的不爽
我都看在眼里
我知道一直是
我的野蠻
我的任性
刁難了你
你了解我
知道我是不輕易妥協
也知道我的牛脾氣
確實我為你帶來了太多的麻煩
我只能說一聲對不起
我知道自己無能
無法幫助你
也知道自己拖累了你
抱歉~
帶給你那么多的不便

30-Hour Famine

22/8/2009-23/8/2009
Joining 30-Hour Famine really a right choice~Enjoying in the camp that full of activities~I think this will be the 1st time I didn't feel 1 2 sleep during the motivation talk.With my friends' accompany I felt more excited and happy in the camp.During activities,I really became crazy especially to the person who laughed at my sister when she fell at the stairs.A boy,a bad person,a prefect in school who laughed at people when she fell and be a loudspeaker to tell the person beside him so loud.Did he feel shamed that a boy can do such thing?So,I was being too rude to him.To revenge for my sister~Besides that,I also knew a few new friends in the camp.^^ hahaha~we saw many idols in the camp～Friendz,Serene,Joseph,Micheal,Adrian,My FM DJ-薇恩...wakaka...tis would be another reason i became too high~3 of us-sia,dow dow,xin didn't slept at the 1st nite~(actually i got slept a while) The 2nd day we all went to Bkt Jalil Putra Stadium to count down~It was very high and excited~Waiting 4 Ah Mei also~She made the circumstance became very HIGH...HIGH...HIGH...Although tired but i still very excited~hehe....For more pictures,please have a look on my facebook~Bye~


















































For more pictures,please have a look on my facebook.
Bye bye~

5 SP 1 Rocks

21/5/2009
haha...such a happy n crazy day.This day we went to IOI Green Box.erm...actually our plan was to celebrate Leong's B'day.Sia n Me went to cake sense to buy cake.Genny n other ppl tried to stop Leong n made him arrived there late.(haha...Leong sry that we plan this because want to give u a surprise)~Finally all of us were so happy enjoying in Green Box!!Sia was so pro in singing n like PK-ING with Cool.(haha...just joking~)both of them were so gud n pro.That day really very excited 4 us.Unfortunately we didn't take any photo.At 5 pm i left there.All of us were still waiting 4 tomorrow~Keeping things~4 FAMINE 30~

白癡の我

人生中總是有許多的考驗~要勇敢去面對~這都是別人用來激勵的話~可是要做到談何容易呢？尤其是我。。。考試即將來臨~我則是臨時抱佛腳的人~

今年總是聽到不少關于升學的事~誰都再為自己的前途打拼~我明白人生中的路不會是永遠的平坦~人生中的道路終是崎嶇不平的~可是我就是那無能的白癡，只會坐在一旁看著天空發呆。前途與夢想仿佛像不會出現在我人生的字典的生字一樣地陌生。我很明白這樣的我~可是卻不知如何解決，更無從下手。

大學~要讀什么課呢？要報讀那一間大學？這是其中纏繞于我腦中的問題。終是讓我煩惱不已~我根本沒有任何的方向~誰不知道這要自己決定？自己想？自己的行動？這些我都懂！可是。。。我。。。 不懂該怎么選擇~而我的成績確實不見得人的那種爛成績~我哪懂要怎么辦啊！

最近我是不是太吵了啊？確實是~我說的太多了~也越來越放肆了~是應該靜一點的~哈哈……^^""不好意識哦。敬請原諒啊~

離別

時間即將邁入八月了，離考試的日子又靠近一大截。
即將面對一連串考試，又是為前途奮斗的日子。
奮斗后，就輕松。。。無奈。。。
此時，離別的鐘聲卻會狠心地在耳邊響起~
仿佛又再次提醒我們離別的的時間。天下無不散之宴席。。。
這句話經常會在耳邊響起。不知不覺我來了約兩年。
顯然這里也是有我值得留戀的事情和人物。畢竟，在這里也過了兩年的時間。
最依依不舍得當然是我的朋友。
相處短短的兩年就要離開了。
想起離別，心中總會產生不舍的感覺。不僅如此，大家都要長大了。
人們總是說小的時候很想長大，等到長大以后卻想回到小時候。
以前總是不明白當小孩子的好，現在總算是后悔莫及了。
長得越大要顧慮的事情就越多。

Bolero~TVXQ

黑夜之上的月之舞台
舞动着的你如在梦中一般
心中那深深的伤痕
请不要再一一去承担
谁也不会责备你
你只要做你自己就可以
倾听吧 那动人的非凡的
用脚尖演出的Bolero
舞动吧
带上你的忧伤
去寻找那能够治愈悲怆的地方
幽暗的屋子里
被充满的心愿 从窗口飞逸而出
携带着越来越强烈的梦
明亮的月光下
片刻不停地刻下希望的旋律
携带着越来越强烈的梦
你就是你
正因为可以自由振翅飞翔
去追寻那无人知晓的答案
倾听吧 那动人的非凡的
用脚尖奏出的Bolero
舞动吧
带上你的忧伤
去寻找那能够治愈悲怆的地方
Oh~~
Let you dance away.
Don't you know yeah
I stand by your side
yeah~~
Fly away Fly away Fly away fly to the top
Fly forever
yeah
无论到什麼时候
都会永远照耀著你
守护着你
和你所珍爱的未来
无论身处何地
我都会不停的祈求著
让我守护你
倾听吧这令人炫目的
满是热情又辉煌的Bolero
你绝不会只有自己孤单一个人
在生命有限的时间里尽情的飞舞吧
这里就是你永远的归处

。。饑餓30。。

終于。。。
我們成功籌到足夠的錢了
哈哈哈。。。
開心叻！！
我們的努力終于得到了回報
各位繼續加油吧！
















考試快到了～
很怕叻。。。
大家。。。
加油吧！
一起努力K書吧！

......你.......

我再次看見你
令我不知所措
不懂得面對你
只好偽裝避開
不敢正眼望你
不敢和你說話
心一直在壓抑
不敢吭一句聲
只好藏于心里
心里陣陣刺痛
許多事改變了
變得不懂面對
心中有些牽掛
不懂如何釋放
沉默代替一切

Learning License

today i have attended the class.
hohoho...
today was a better day compared to the class before.
may be is because i knew a new friend...
Her name is Ashvin...she is really funny girl...
being friend with her is very happy...
but....
i met a primary schoolmate when attending the class.
Oh My God!!!
he is a weird person....swt....=_='''
kept on talking some stupid n boring topics...
n i was so scared talking n sitting beside him...
haiz...
however when i going back...
i was so unlucky tat he jz sat beside me...
v were sitting so close as the car just fit 3 of us...
he asked me to lend him my shoulder to sleep...
Oh!!!Terrible!!!wat person is tis???
another boy is a quiet boy...sitting there...
didn't say anything at all....he was the boy who test undang...
hahaha...
i was so scared....
because there were ppl almost fighted at there...
some family problems la...i also duno...
one of the man was the uncle who sent me there...
i met a boy...looked so familiar....
looked like one of my primary schoolmates...
haha...the atmosphere so weird n scary....
nice looking also...^^ 有缘再见咯！！
hehe...tat's all 4 today....
waiting for the license to learn driving...
a happy day 4 me...hehe...

暗恋喜欢一个人好累

昨天 你送我一个笑脸
今天 你经过了我身边
每天 你这样一举一动
都影响我的悲伤喜悦

昨天 你多看了我一眼
今天 我有些心不在焉
那天 我才会有勇气

勇敢面对

暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
想象 你轻轻搂我的肩
走在 人挤人的街抓紧你的手
甜蜜无限

暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
流泪 在数不尽的黑夜
想念 变成了习惯想你一遍遍
你却好远

如果 你不当我是朋友
可是 极大重要的角色
是否 我就可以占有
你每个笑容

暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
想象 你轻轻搂我的肩
走在 人挤人的街抓紧你的手
甜蜜无限

暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
流泪 在数不尽的黑夜
想念 变成了习惯想你一遍遍
你却好
喜欢一个人 真的好累
远

暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
想象 你轻轻搂我的肩
走在 人挤人的街抓紧你的手
甜蜜无限

暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
流泪 在数不尽的黑夜
想念 变成了习惯想你一遍遍
你却好远

^^ hu~hu~hu~

finally...

i pass the undang test...
i was so scared b4 going in 2 the test.
my heart beated so fast...
and my hands were shivering...
at that time my brain really blank...
THANKS GOD!!!
lastly,i have succeed...

erm...

i saw my primary skul classmate...
when i have my test...
i duno they dun rmb me or felt strange...
hahaha...v din talk at all....

i nvr tink tat i can meet them again....tis time i din meet the boy...

duno he pass his test or not....
jia you ba!!!

闪着泪光的决定

决定转身背对你

大步大步走下去
不再回头望向远方
永永远远忘了你
不许自己哭哭啼啼
敢爱而不敢离
虽然心中无法抹去
初恋的日记
多少明白
心被掏空的感觉
已经很久
自己像一片落叶
从你口中
温柔说出的谎言
竟然能够
给我疗伤安慰
发誓要陪着你
天天天天在一起
以为给你自由
爱情会变辽阔
没有人在乎我
没有人看见我
微笑中
闪烁的泪光
决定转身背对着你
大步大步走下去
不再回头望向远方
永永远远忘了你
不许自己哭哭啼啼
敢爱而不敢离
虽然心中无法抹去
初恋的日记
多少明白
心被掏空的感觉
已经很久
自己像一片落叶
从你口中
温柔说出的谎言
竟然能够
给我疗伤安慰
发誓要陪着你
天天天天在一起
以为给你自由
爱情会变辽阔
没有人在乎我
没有人看见我
微笑中
闪烁的泪光
忽然渴望蓝蓝天空
大雨大雨的降临
也许泪水可以洗去
所谓真爱的痕迹
不准自己只凭直觉
沉醉在爱里
虽然曾经为你写下
初恋的日记
决定转身背对着你
大步大步走下去
不再回头望向远方
永永远远忘了你
不许自己哭哭啼啼
敢爱而不敢离
虽然心中无法抹去
初恋的日记
忽然渴望蓝蓝天空
大雨大雨的降临
也许泪水可以洗去
所谓真爱的痕迹
不准自己只凭直觉
沉醉在爱里
虽然曾经为你写下
初恋的日记
虽然心中无法抹去
初恋的日记

Hanging Out

Today i hang out with Nichole and Casey.

hehe...v went 2 Sungei Wang and Time Square.

v went my LRT and monorail...

i was so angry that my Touch n' Go can't use.

when v arrived there was about 12.30 pm.

First,v went 2 Green Box to check the price.

Unluckily,there was no room 4 us...T.T

So,v went 2 Sushi Station to have our lunch.

V were so full after having it.

V walked a while in Sungei Wang.
v went to some places that made me rmb some things.
some "memories" that can be my lessons...

v went 2 Times Square...

V went to Neway to check the price but it was quiet expensive.

1 2 watch movie..

but the queue was too..too long..

So v just shopped in Time Square.

V were exhausted....

Finding any places that can rest.

But most of the restaurant full...sad..

Lastly v decided 2 rest at Kenny Rogers...

The service there very bad..

Billing also needed 2 wait 4 a long time..

mii and nichole

虾！！你的白马王子来了！

...Failure...

i failed my undang test...

sad la~

what a disappointed result!

i only got 41/50....

haiz....

i can pass if i correct 1 more question

haiz....

may be i will have the test again tmr.

the boy went with me also have same result as me.

hope can pass lo!

jia you!

gambahteh!!

praying~
PS: pray 4 u too ba!

jia you!!

Holidays!!!!

Wat holiday is it??
Keep on having tuition!
i dun mind having tt.
but at least confirm the time earlier!!
an do wat u have promise!!!
bcoz of tis cant go out!!
wat life is it??!!
told me nid 2 accompany popo 2 hospital!
then???.....din go???
fine!!!!
BM tuition teacher said may have meeting...
may change the tuition time!!!
will call n inform me!!!
then wat did she inform???
how she inform????through my dream???
a phone call also din receive!!!
said she is very very busy!!!!!
how about me????
me too!!!
not everyday which time u 1 2 have tt then i can come!!!
do u 1 me cancell all my activities 2 wait 4 ur call at home??
then i can go tt directly after receiving ur call!!!!
tuition...tuition....
i 1 change time cannot!!!
then???!!!i have 2 wait 4 ur call 2 change 2 ur most satisfy time?!
tis made me cant hang out with my fren!!
i knw is SPM again rite!!!
go out the only 1 day also cant!!
how many times i wll go out with my fren??
when holiday i have chance 2 go out then i have 2 wait 4 tt???!!!
SHIT LA!!!TIS HOLIDAY HAVE NO FUN AT ALL!!!
still got wat add math folio 2 do!!!
after holiday have 2 pass up???
during holiday when having problems with the project who can help??
stupid de!!!!
do u tink u explain vr gud???
i dun understand wat u said!!!
i am suffering in doing it!!
i cant do it!!!
argh!!!!!
finally i receive ur call at 1.35pm!!!
said dun have tt!!!
u said would call at yesterday nite!!!
then 2day i may go Mid Valley!!!
or accompany my grandma to the hospital!!!!
i ad very gud in the way in posting tis!!!
bcoz i din say anythg worst than tis!!!!

Surprise!!!

hello~long time din c~hehe...

today was a very surprising day.

hehe...

dow dow,sia,mouse,TBB...

thank all of u 4 celebrating my birthday.

thanks..thanks very much~~

it was really a memorable birthday.

although 2day not the actual date...

but 4 me i ad very..very..happy~~

~THANKS~

shadow

mouse

prawn

tan bear bear

...不知不觉的变化...

不知不觉，离开一年多了。。。

原来这可以有很大的变化。。。

一些不知不觉的变化。。。

令人惊讶不已的变化。。。

我的周围有很大的变化~

朋友，学校，生活。。。

甚至是我自己~我变了~

变得连我都不认识自己~

很矛盾吧？？...无语...

最奇怪的事~

我也不懂变在哪。。。

无所谓啦！！！

开心就好。。。

xx心淡xx

我们的距离越来越遥远了~
甚至遥远得看不见你了~
我们之间的距离有多遥远？
你对我的态度令我对你。。。
心死。。甚至绝望了。。。
所谓：“哀莫大于心死。”
你又何必让我对你心死呢？
我和你之间的话题越来越少~
还是。。。。
其实我们之间早已没有话题了呢?
明明是看见你伤心，
但是我的意识却让我清醒，
不去插手你的事才是最明智的选择。
从何时开始，
我已经习惯了你的作风。
习惯了你对我的冷淡，
习惯了你对我的讽刺。
一切的冷言冷语已经伤透了我的心。
我应该让沉默来代替我想说的一切吧。
这样，我们之间才能更维持得更久。

短暂的‘离别’

从今天开始，影会缺席至少三天啦！！
原本是从今天开始连续四天的。
她要去SK打排球比赛。。。
不过她说比赛是在星期三和星期四。
因此明天她依然会去上课的。。。^^
影一天没来就好闷哦。
今天我的生活就如此的平淡。。。
无聊的上课，听课，下课，放学。。。
唉。。。就如虾说的。。。
我的心被紧紧的关在门内了。。。
（不好意思，虾抄了你的名句。）
呵呵呵。。。
突然，发觉很多话要对你说啦。。。
无论如何。。。要好好加油咯！！！
我只能精神上支持你罢了。PS。。PS。。
影。。。干爸爹咯！！！！！！

唔。。。winnie，谢谢你今天下课陪我。
还有gloria。。。
真是感激不尽哦。。。
winnie，我知道他今天也去了比赛。。。
你不用那么EMO的。。。
毕竟还有我啊。。。我知道在班上没人陪你啦。
但是，可以多想想他，支持他一下啦！！
嘻嘻嘻。。。

除此之外，虾啊，真抱歉啊~
我知道今天实在是委屈了你啦！
因为影没来，我知道你很闷。。。
呵呵呵。。。
我又没什么和你聊天，陪你。。。
真是太对不起了~
虽然如此，我还是想知道1st是谁啦~
哈哈哈。。。八卦嘛！！
对了~你说的那张照片我POST不到~
不懂为什么叻~我尽量吧~ ^^

又过了一天咯~
结束了今天~
又要继续前进了~
继续明天的挑战~

晚安，各位~掰~

Sport Day

Sport Day??hohoho...
i tink tis is the 1st or 2nd time i attend to

secondary school's sport day.....

hehehe...last year le...of coz i go lo...

actually nothing interesting.....

as long as i stay together with all my fren n family.

but the semangat on the field was so high le!

everyone were shouting to support their team...

erm...i saw ppl shout 4 their team i also support them...
kakaka....0opps...b4 i 4get.....

all the rumah are trying their own best to show their creativity...

yellow team was sponge bob le...so real...

blue team was doraemon....so cute...

green team was eagle....so active...run here and there...

hohoho...most of us...keep on taking photo with frens included me...

may be is last year...so i 1 2 have some unforgettable memory...

and tis also can prove i attended 2 skul 2 the sport day le.

Gloria , Stars n Shadow......

hahaha...happy time o......

两母女。。。怎么漏了星和影？

~My New Family~

prawn,leong n stars....happy le!!

prawn n shadow.......

shadow n stars la.....

My new family 0o...

Strange?!

i felt someone very strange recently.
i duno wat is happening between both of us.
it makes me feel strange n not comfortable between us.
OMG...wat is going on right now?
i really don't like the feelings like that...
wat problem has appeared between both of us??
izzit i or u have built up a wall between us?
how thick the wall izzit??
can u please tell me??
i really can't bear it anymore...

5SP1难忘的一天~8/4/2009

今天，SMK BK4 举办了一个Pertandingan Drama 。
5SP1也终于踏上表演的舞台上演了一幕难忘的戏剧。
经过了多天的努力，他们终于苦尽甘来得到满意的成果。
那个逼真又落力的演出受到了万众注目。。。
我并没有参与这次的演出，可是看见他们成功，我也替他们高兴。
毕竟是我的班啊！我只出席去看这次的演出而已。
这班演员为了这场戏剧所付出的努力是有目共睹的啦！
加油！！！！加油哦！！！！ ^.^

tree~

nah~
this is shu gen la....
^^
hahaha

禁地？！

不知从何时开始，我和她的心理都出现了一个禁地！
为什么？几时？禁地出现了呢？？
而我们却经常擅闯禁地！！
因为这个禁地使我和某人的关系决裂。。。
我们之间可说是到了一个无可挽救的地步了。
表面上我们是十分的亲密。。。
实际上，我的心里有一直拔不掉的刺。
为什么？？可能是因为某人平常对我的态度吧。
在我和她的心里，都知道某人比较在乎谁。
我和她早已心知肚明了。
我们对某人已经绝望了，
还是其实我们对某人根本没有抱过任何的希望呢？
某人可能也不知不觉成为了我们之间的禁忌。
没什么事我们之间的话题也不会出现某人的！
某人？某人？
知道某人是谁吗？猜猜看。。。
先说明哦。没有奖拿的哦。嘻嘻嘻。。。。。。

My New Family

kakaka....I got a new family!!
erm...Let me introduce them to all of you~
hehe...There are 5 people in my New Family.

Dad: Cool

Mum: Mouse

Elder sis: Sia

Younger sis: Shadow

Youngest sis: Mii

later if i got our family pic i will

POST IT!!

waiting.............waiting.................

First Time

Hello,everybody!!!

Shadow, Prawn, Mouse, Cool.....

This is my first time I start blogging.

Hope u all can SUPPORT mii o.

Hahaha......

tis year hav 2 sit 4 spm le.

WORRYING.......

watever it is,

Hope all my frens will happy 0o.